byme

It's frustrating  the lack of power to everything I wanted, control over your words, hurtful. Decision-making power over my actions, to stop your nefarious deeds, that break my heart a little, like daggers, which are stuck in my soul, eating away my feelings. It's all so overwhelming, my actions are uncontrollable, but I still preserve me, you don't look tired, I just hope that this will not last much longer, it should not. It would be all so easy, so light, but you don't understand, you don't worry, I'm not lying, just a bit of freedom, minds open to solutions, I can't counting on you

[No one knows what it's like, to be the bad girl, to be the sad girl, behind blue eyes What it's like to be hated? To be fated to telling only lies, but my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be, i have hours, only lonely, my love is vengeance(you) that's never free]